mood swings

My lack of focus is spiraling into some crushing hole. I feel heavier and like a great blank spot has made residence up in my chest.

I am tired
I have insomnia
I can’t focus
I find myself starring at the tv for hours it’s the only time I can sit still
I just want to be left alone

I am depressed. I blame my hormones. I blame you. I blame me. I blame eveyone.
This mood swinging, hormone imbalanced existence has got to stop.