The first thing I am to see is that she posted to your entry this week. Does that mean you are communicating again? I guess that is more than obvious. I am dumbfounded sitting in front of the scorching lights of this screen. I am left to make up a billion harsh scenarios in my …
when all else fails, go to the movies
Last week. Last week. This week....a whole new year in between. New Mexico and back home...a whole new year in between. Home smells funny like it always does when I go away. I walked in the door this evening and was greeted by one happy dog though. It's nice to be missed. I've only been …
searching
I can't help but seek you out...to search for the real you and to search for the meaning of you so I am not the fool but I am the fool anyway and there's no escaping that sad and uneasy thought.
I am not so happy with my christmas gift and would like to return it please.
There's no sleep to be had. It is lost and tangled in the sheets...someone else in another time and another place is sleeping. Is it relief? Is it the first good nights sleep...I wonder. But should I wonder here? I am now debating whether or not to remain here on lj. Tonight I will but …
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holiday cheer
Jack left this morning for home. I'll see him in a few days for Christmas. This year, the holidays seem especially uncomfortable. I am raw and on edge. It seems that my feelings are easily hurt. Sometimes I don't even know what has set it off. I am going to start yoga again and then …
Dixie's Road Trip 