The place below the base of my neck is sharp and keeping it upright and tight only makes it worse. There's a way to rub and a way to just go to sleep...ways to face it or ways to ignore it...just like every other goddamn thing in my life. I want to be somewhere else. …
I am not so happy with my christmas gift and would like to return it please.
There's no sleep to be had. It is lost and tangled in the sheets...someone else in another time and another place is sleeping. Is it relief? Is it the first good nights sleep...I wonder. But should I wonder here? I am now debating whether or not to remain here on lj. Tonight I will but …
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