Last night, I cried myself to sleep. I haven't done that in awhile. My own words. I wish I didn't have to use them. I am begging to be allowed to not say anything at all. Can't you see me begging and pleading? Let's talk about other things. Earlier this morning, I dreamed I went …
self imposed exile
I would be hard pressed to explain to anyone this desire to be alone. It's nothing personal. Nothing that has to do with anyone but me. Nothing to do with nothing. I just want to be alone. Really alone. I want to sit in my home in front of the movie screen, work in my …
