The place below the base of my neck is sharp and keeping it upright and tight only makes it worse. There's a way to rub and a way to just go to sleep...ways to face it or ways to ignore it...just like every other goddamn thing in my life. I want to be somewhere else. …
I am not so happy with my christmas gift and would like to return it please.
There's no sleep to be had. It is lost and tangled in the sheets...someone else in another time and another place is sleeping. Is it relief? Is it the first good nights sleep...I wonder. But should I wonder here? I am now debating whether or not to remain here on lj. Tonight I will but …
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There's no reason for it. It will happen time and time again and it's selfish in the most irritating way...wasted emotion? I'm just a great big bundle of it in disguise. What an utter ruse for what shows on the face can be heard in the voice - the silence, the shorter clipped speech. I …
things you only think about when you are driving
My grandfather used to call me all fire and passion and then he would laugh like it was an inside joke. I only remember being ashamed. I would throw some fit like tossing the golf club or my helmet. It must have been hard for my parents and him to watch though I was never …
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Laredo
Melly called and asked if I wanted to join them for a shopping excursion to Mexico. I thought it was a good chance to see something different with the safety of people who'd already been. So, I said 'why not'. We rented a car and drove south from Austin. It took use several hours. We …
Dixie's Road Trip 