There's nothing worse than telling a story you can't bear to tell. Only to worsen as you're asked to repeat the story over and over while people you've never seen before ask you questions... ask you things you've never said aloud before. I know what that's like now. I know what I have in me …
the past
It happened thirteen years ago this month. The saddness of what was so long ago ...well, no matter what space I am in, it still affects me deeply and this memory is almost more than I can bear. I spent most of yesterday trying to restore my energy. It takes alot of energy to cope …
Dixie's Road Trip 