It happened thirteen years ago this month. The saddness of what was so long ago …well, no matter what space I am in, it still affects me deeply and this memory is almost more than I can bear.
I spent most of yesterday trying to restore my energy. It takes alot of energy to cope and though I think this year I am finding it easier to cope than the many years in the past, I am still low. Much lower than I ought to be.