I miss her today.
It’s been raining with only brief moments of sunshine. I’ve been extremely self indulgent. Reading a book, eating anything I want and watching old John Hughes films in between.
Cathy asked me if I was depressed. It only made me laugh and say yeah maybe I am today. I think she was just giving me a hint to get off my ass or give her the remote to watch some tennis. Which one, I’m not sure. Maybe both.
I have scoured the web for entertainment. Spent some time on Susan’s website writing responses to ugly postings. Critics. You don’t even have to be known at all. The day’s not even close to being over and I have no idea what I want to do with myself. Maybe I’ll go write.