back in the sway

It could have been a date. All the right elements were present for it. You endured a couple of hours sorting through old smelling records even when I only picked out one in the end. You smiled softly and said you'd be happily to do it again. We sat in the movie theater watching 3D …

new toys

I am about to install the newest addition to my electronics stash. Today, I bought myself a real live turntable. I can finally listen to old collection. I was inspired to get a new one after my free gift from Waterloo this weekend. The Pretenders alone is worth the 100 bucks. So, I am going …

I stayed away all these days…

There's this thing about being here in this space...the thing that told me for sure that I wanted to write. The thought that my words were out there for someone else to drink, to dream, to scold, to scoff - all of it. I felt it the first time someone replied to an entry. It …

Everything feels so foreign

The place below the base of my neck is sharp and keeping it upright and tight only makes it worse. There's a way to rub and a way to just go to sleep...ways to face it or ways to ignore it...just like every other goddamn thing in my life. I want to be somewhere else. …

breathing

breathe. breathe. breathe. I've been thinking today, thinking easier thoughts but thinking nonstop still. Though, I am so tired. And, starting this week, work will have me going nonstop until March I think. Especially since I am now committed to going south at least once a month...so much for being clever. Today, I had breakfast …