bulbously clear

I've watched all the good things in my life come fast and hard and fall away again with extraordinary precision. I am standing on the street corner wondering if I should cross against the light. I could walk or stop. I just don't know what is wanted from me. Walk. Stop. The signs are all …

you win

I am tired but unable to go to sleep. Insomnia returns. The last few weeks have been better for I have been tired and going to sleep earlier. I've not liked feeling tired in the evenings but I've felt better knowing I would go right to sleep. Though, I can't seem to shut off my …

i am peeved.

I make no excuses for my own honesty. What I don't understand is why anyone would want to hear things that are hurtful and then saying thank you may I have some more. You are a walking contradiction. As for the rest...One is a mystery. One is a love without expectation and like no other. …

recipe for love

It's a powerful set of circumstances for love to bloom for two in the same place and the exact moment. I am in a strange vortex and this is not that moment in my life. You know, I didn't get a cake and candles yet again. Maybe I was feeling a little cheated after the …