I am moving this week.I am about to embark on the adventure of living alone again. For the loner that I am it seems weird that it has been so many years since I have lived alone. It's always been more practical to live with other people - cheaper rent, more space, the dog etc. …
Making sense of it all
There is nothing wrong with the way I feel. I've been going out too much. My stories are getting harder to tell. I need that something that can not be found in a person and I need it so much I am hurting for it. I learned something about myself that don't like. People do …
the void in my heart
I am lonely and lost. A whole new set of feelings has emerged from me finally laying down my anger and resentments. I'll be happy tomorrow or some other day but the void in my heart is a big as a canyon. When I do not have something big at work to do....after next week, …
past, present and future
I ventured out again last night and am now back into the routine of late nights topped off by early mornings. I stayed home tonight mostly for a lack of anything interesting to do but somewhat to get in bed early only to find myself working until now. I can't sleep. The longer I am …
Variables
reasonable events go unnoticed - unreasonable events are remembered I am never quite brave enough. There are so many things I want to do…need to do. Mostly I am scared but sometimes I am lost. Behind me stands the spirit of those before me. They are in my blood and my past. They were brave. …
Dixie's Road Trip 