recurring dreams

While it's fresh in my mind, I had one of my tornado dreams last night. It's never the same tornado so I guess it qualifies more as a recurring theme than dream. This time, I am at the largest Walmart ever. It sits in the middle of absolutely nowhere but there are so many people …

more rain

Last night, I cried myself to sleep. I haven't done that in awhile. My own words. I wish I didn't have to use them. I am begging to be allowed to not say anything at all. Can't you see me begging and pleading? Let's talk about other things. Earlier this morning, I dreamed I went …

Putting you away

In reality, I want to put you away. I want to store you conveniently in a box under my bed where I only need take you out on occasion. Instead, you are a constant presence. You are in most everything I imagine from fleeting thoughts to dreams and everywhere in between. I know you are …