I've been busy. I've been changing things. At the end of June I'll be going back to Dallas. I will miss Austin and the Hill Country. It is and will always be my favorite place on this planet. I will miss Melly. Though things have been different since the return, she's become a very important …

I don't really feel like I know anything anymore. For so much of my life I've thought that I've known people, known what they've wanted, known what they've felt. I have been foolish and arrogant. I'm not comfortable feeling like I am clueless. In fact, it has shaken my whole belief system. It's been more …