Do you think about me? I am reading and re-reading everything. I wonder if your words were ever for me or just the person in your imagination. I was never that person was I? Sun's coming up. I don't think I've ever seen you look so sad. She overlooked the comment. You are one of …
singing in the rain
I forget how good things can be but I am starting to remember. Do you? We'd been driving for hours on some hidden highway. We thought it'd be fun to take the long way home. I didn't know at the time what made you say stop here. In the moment I thought maybe it was …
what I do when I can't sleep…
I want to wake you but I dare not. I want to keep you here. I let you sleep mostly so I can watch you and brush my finger tips across your forehead to feel its softness. You are dreamy when you are dreamy. I edge a little closer so I can feel your breathing. …
My life has become something I can't begin to recognize. Sharp stabbing pains strike without warning. I spent the last week training people with my painted on smile and pretend levity. What is most sad is how much my teaching and facilitating skills are admired. Maybe instead of adrenaline, I am running on pure charisma. …
the void in my heart
I am lonely and lost. A whole new set of feelings has emerged from me finally laying down my anger and resentments. I'll be happy tomorrow or some other day but the void in my heart is a big as a canyon. When I do not have something big at work to do....after next week, …
