You are the real lord of the rings. There was the newest band of silver engraved in Latin with twisted words of my beloved and your beloved or some such prattle. I ask after it and said how strange it is to hear you tell the story of exchanging rings and public declarations of commitment. …
oh so
So the dreams that have been so vivid have finally ceased. Ending dramatically with the spider/ladybug dropping from the ceiling which caused me to wake with a start, sit upright and spend a few panicked moments trying to slow my breathing. Two nights in a row now I've finally not remembered anything. I am surrounded …
friendships
I probably deserved what happened. I should stop pretending to be confused and hurt every time my toes get stepped on. I should be more of who I am and less of the thing I think I am supposed to be. I'm a fool trapped in an analytical mind. An angry ball of energy that …
ghosts
I was surrounded by the ghosts of relationships past tonight. I walked smack into D. Literally. What a cruel and uninvited trip down memory lane. Then day proceeded to play the "L game" (which I am convinced will find its way to a web site near you soon), and mapped out how closely connected we …
being thought of is addicting
You called me first thing this morning. I had only left you a few short hours ago. you think of me. And, to know you are being thought of is addicting. Alluring even. The power someone has to make you feel wanted is their greatest power. When they are sitting there looking at you like …
Dixie's Road Trip 