faith

Last week at a conference I was hosting, someone "borrowed" my iPod without permission. It became known to most of the folks at the meeting that it was missing. I had a few folks come to me to express their personal regret. I instantly felt terrible that it would be a burden for anyone else …

recurring dreams

While it's fresh in my mind, I had one of my tornado dreams last night. It's never the same tornado so I guess it qualifies more as a recurring theme than dream. This time, I am at the largest Walmart ever. It sits in the middle of absolutely nowhere but there are so many people …

treading water

I've stopped being any good at getting by or even barely getting by. It's just so hard to see where I belong...when I always feel like such a outsider. But that's why we learn to swim...so we don't drown.

the relationship debate

there has been much debate in my life lately about the nature of relationships...cause and effect, reality and fantasy; wishful thinking and self-fulfilling prophesy, all have been analyzed, scrutinized and really, beaten within an inch of life. now I am watching this movie, sarah's smile, and slipping into a fantasy of my own where I …